Some of the entries in this blog will be photo posts of things I've found interesting as I wander around Pulaski, Saline and Faulkner counties in central Arkansas.
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Viburnum in bud

Carolina jasmine covering the roof of my shed, cascading down and smelling delicious.

My old faithful azalea is full of buds

Little girls have a special place to sit...they love it because they feel hidden.

Serenity

The east garden has my special project for the season.
I'm converting the water feature of the last five years to a goldfish pond. See far left, in the background.

I designed a bog filter for the 275 gallon stock tank, and my son supplied the muscle.

For anyone interested in how we built it, I described it step by step in this thread on an aquarium forum.
The pond and bog plants will ship the week of April 22, and after I plant and let them settle in for a week, the first two ryukins will go in.

This pond will be ryukins only. Commons, comets and shubunkins get so much larger, and are so much faster, they can out-compete the ryukins for food.

Carolina jasmine covering the roof of my shed, cascading down and smelling delicious.

My old faithful azalea is full of buds

Little girls have a special place to sit...they love it because they feel hidden.

Serenity

The east garden has my special project for the season.
I'm converting the water feature of the last five years to a goldfish pond. See far left, in the background.

I designed a bog filter for the 275 gallon stock tank, and my son supplied the muscle.

For anyone interested in how we built it, I described it step by step in this thread on an aquarium forum.
The pond and bog plants will ship the week of April 22, and after I plant and let them settle in for a week, the first two ryukins will go in.

This pond will be ryukins only. Commons, comets and shubunkins get so much larger, and are so much faster, they can out-compete the ryukins for food.
Let's play Name! That! Succulent!
Mar. 31st, 2013 05:19 pmSince I can't garden outside yet, I ordered some succulents to pot indoors from an Etsy seller.
From whom I will never buy another thing. But that's another story...
Part of the deal was - buy 10 potted succulents, her choice of a mix of 6. So that means you get some that are the same.
So I spent some time IDing the ones in her photo on her ad.
And wasted that time.
Because only 3 were any of the ones in her photo.
So now, I have spent some more time IDing what I actually got.
And this is where you come in...
First, let's start with the aloe I got from Lowes before I got the box of incredibly poorly packed succulents from the Etsy seller.

Now, the rest are from the Etsy seller.
I think this is some sort of agave.

And I think this is a sempervivum.

And I have no idea on any of the 3 of these, which I put in one pot (and may not oughta be in one pot). The largest one has a visible stem that I planted above the soil line.

If you have suggestions, please comment.
The journey is good.
And it's even better when you can review an online sale...
From whom I will never buy another thing. But that's another story...
Part of the deal was - buy 10 potted succulents, her choice of a mix of 6. So that means you get some that are the same.
So I spent some time IDing the ones in her photo on her ad.
And wasted that time.
Because only 3 were any of the ones in her photo.
So now, I have spent some more time IDing what I actually got.
And this is where you come in...
First, let's start with the aloe I got from Lowes before I got the box of incredibly poorly packed succulents from the Etsy seller.

Now, the rest are from the Etsy seller.
I think this is some sort of agave.

And I think this is a sempervivum.

And I have no idea on any of the 3 of these, which I put in one pot (and may not oughta be in one pot). The largest one has a visible stem that I planted above the soil line.

If you have suggestions, please comment.
The journey is good.
And it's even better when you can review an online sale...
Can't wait to see how this turns out...
Mar. 19th, 2013 10:34 pmI planted the ultimate, low-tech nano "tank" today - a la Diana Walstad.
I used this vase from Target. I'm using a cheapo clamp on lamp and a 13 watt CFL bulb for light.
Not sure if I will add any critters to this. It's only about 2 1/4 gallons. A few shrimp might work, but I think I might just want to keep it plants, and let it run wild.
Wish I could have gotten a sweet little cryptocoryne. I am so tired of having to order those.
I'll post photos when the soil settles.
Really, anyone interested in gardening can do water gardening on an insanely small scale this way.
I clean forgot to post what I think is a really neat photo of Ivan the Terrible, flaring at his reflection in the side of his tank.
Dual reflection here.

The journey is good.
And you can teach an old dog new tricks.
Namaste.
I used this vase from Target. I'm using a cheapo clamp on lamp and a 13 watt CFL bulb for light.
Not sure if I will add any critters to this. It's only about 2 1/4 gallons. A few shrimp might work, but I think I might just want to keep it plants, and let it run wild.
Wish I could have gotten a sweet little cryptocoryne. I am so tired of having to order those.
I'll post photos when the soil settles.
Really, anyone interested in gardening can do water gardening on an insanely small scale this way.
I clean forgot to post what I think is a really neat photo of Ivan the Terrible, flaring at his reflection in the side of his tank.
Dual reflection here.

The journey is good.
And you can teach an old dog new tricks.
Namaste.
Water is still wet...
Mar. 4th, 2013 07:59 pmSo I had this wonderful idea.
I have the 20 gallon aquarium, intensively planted. It has some wonderful schooling fish - tetras, rasboras, and corydoras catfish. They are all peaceful little fish - the tetras and rasboras occupy the midsection of the tank, and the cories are on the bottom, except when they race to the top for a gulp of air.
But I needed a top dwelling fish, and since the tank is about 89% stocked, this fish should be a contrast to the others in color.
My centerpiece fish. The piece de resistance.
I've been studying on this decision for a couple of weeks.
Making lists of fish that would work. In the end, it was a toss up between a dwarf honey gourami and a male halfmoon betta.
I've always loved the look of halfmoons. But they are - comparatively speaking - pricey bettas.
I pondered on the idea. If I got the gourami, and he had a bad disposition, would my cute little neons be in trouble?
And if I got a betta instead, I'd be rescuing another one from one of those nasty ass little cups.
I set out for Petco.
Came home with a gorgeous creamy white halfmoon male with some gray streaks in his halfmoon tail.
Put him in the tank. He swam behind the filter, hiding. I waited about 45 minutes and went to check on him. He was exploring the tank.
That was good.
And then it turned bad.
Meet Ivan the Terrible.

In three hours, Ivan had cornered all 28 other fish in the right back corner of the tank, except one lone cory who was hiding out among the anacharis on the other side of the tank.
It took me 45 minutes to net Ivan.
My intensively planted tank has multiple plants floating. But that's okay - more plants are coming Friday, and I'm taking the anacharis out.
Fortunately for Ivan, I had a two gallon fish bowl, an extra air pump and an airstone.
I set him up next to Lucky.
Ivan wasn't crazy about the bowl.

Lucky wasn't crazy about this new betta right next door.

You can't heat a bowl. An airstone isn't a filter.
My $14 fish needed a proper home, even if he was Ivan the Terrible.
So, um...yeah.

Both tanks will get new and more plants on Friday.
With all three others.
Someone stop me, please...
The journey is good.
Namaste.
I have the 20 gallon aquarium, intensively planted. It has some wonderful schooling fish - tetras, rasboras, and corydoras catfish. They are all peaceful little fish - the tetras and rasboras occupy the midsection of the tank, and the cories are on the bottom, except when they race to the top for a gulp of air.
But I needed a top dwelling fish, and since the tank is about 89% stocked, this fish should be a contrast to the others in color.
My centerpiece fish. The piece de resistance.
I've been studying on this decision for a couple of weeks.
Making lists of fish that would work. In the end, it was a toss up between a dwarf honey gourami and a male halfmoon betta.
I've always loved the look of halfmoons. But they are - comparatively speaking - pricey bettas.
I pondered on the idea. If I got the gourami, and he had a bad disposition, would my cute little neons be in trouble?
And if I got a betta instead, I'd be rescuing another one from one of those nasty ass little cups.
I set out for Petco.
Came home with a gorgeous creamy white halfmoon male with some gray streaks in his halfmoon tail.
Put him in the tank. He swam behind the filter, hiding. I waited about 45 minutes and went to check on him. He was exploring the tank.
That was good.
And then it turned bad.
Meet Ivan the Terrible.

In three hours, Ivan had cornered all 28 other fish in the right back corner of the tank, except one lone cory who was hiding out among the anacharis on the other side of the tank.
It took me 45 minutes to net Ivan.
My intensively planted tank has multiple plants floating. But that's okay - more plants are coming Friday, and I'm taking the anacharis out.
Fortunately for Ivan, I had a two gallon fish bowl, an extra air pump and an airstone.
I set him up next to Lucky.
Ivan wasn't crazy about the bowl.

Lucky wasn't crazy about this new betta right next door.

You can't heat a bowl. An airstone isn't a filter.
My $14 fish needed a proper home, even if he was Ivan the Terrible.
So, um...yeah.

Both tanks will get new and more plants on Friday.
With all three others.
Someone stop me, please...
The journey is good.
Namaste.
In which I get all wet...
Mar. 2nd, 2013 01:54 pmPlanning major revisions to the aquascaping in all four tanks.
Plants will ship on Tuesday for Friday delivery to my door.
I'm taking off Friday at noon.
But this morning, I had water changes to do.
Betcha didn't know I was an aqua chemist.

The bubbles on the tips of the cabomba are CO2. This is called pearling.

Naturally, Dubya had to be in the photo, because he is...Dubya.
I love this piece of cholla with the marimo moss tied to it. But it just takes up too much real estate in the 20, 10 and nano, so I moved it to the goldfish tank.

Where it looks like it will be stripped clean by Gypsy...

Have been soaking some pieces of driftwood for each tank for two weeks in anticipation of the new scaping.
Today, I went ahead and tied the anubias in the goldfish tank to their driftwood, put it in the tank, and weighted it down with a rock.

It takes about two hours to do water changes and maintenance on all the tanks.
There's a peacefulness about the process that makes it less like a chore. I check plants and fish. Gypsy bumps my hand constantly prompting me for food. (No, he doesn't get any...)
The journey is good.
Nature grounds me.
Now, for the real chores...
Namaste.
Plants will ship on Tuesday for Friday delivery to my door.
I'm taking off Friday at noon.
But this morning, I had water changes to do.
Betcha didn't know I was an aqua chemist.

The bubbles on the tips of the cabomba are CO2. This is called pearling.

Naturally, Dubya had to be in the photo, because he is...Dubya.
I love this piece of cholla with the marimo moss tied to it. But it just takes up too much real estate in the 20, 10 and nano, so I moved it to the goldfish tank.

Where it looks like it will be stripped clean by Gypsy...

Have been soaking some pieces of driftwood for each tank for two weeks in anticipation of the new scaping.
Today, I went ahead and tied the anubias in the goldfish tank to their driftwood, put it in the tank, and weighted it down with a rock.

It takes about two hours to do water changes and maintenance on all the tanks.
There's a peacefulness about the process that makes it less like a chore. I check plants and fish. Gypsy bumps my hand constantly prompting me for food. (No, he doesn't get any...)
The journey is good.
Nature grounds me.
Now, for the real chores...
Namaste.
Wow. I have been gone a while...
Feb. 22nd, 2013 08:51 pmHaven't updated in several months.
Since my last post, I have...
Survived the December 25 snow storm that paralyzed Arkansas, and from which all storm debris has still not been cleared away;
Got the flu, had a rare reaction to tamiflu, and learned that it just takes 7 to 10 days for the flu to go away, and you may as well veg on the couch; and
Endured more of this weird Arkansas weather this past week. Yesterday, we had a combination of sleet, freezing rain, hail, plain rain and thunderstorms.
All within the space of about 14 hours.
Animals and babies have taken center stage in my life. My niece had a beautiful baby boy on February 8, and my nephew and his wife are due to have their daughter on April 5.
Knit, knit, knit...
And I have gotten back into fish tanks.
In a major way.
MTS - big time. (For those unfamiliar, MTS = Multi Tank Syndrome. It also means Malaysian Trumpet Snails, but I don't have any of those.)
For those who find fish tanks interesting, I have some photos.
( Image intensive under the cut... )
Just wait until I get my DIY bog filter for my pond done this spring.
The journey is good.
Namaste.
Since my last post, I have...
Survived the December 25 snow storm that paralyzed Arkansas, and from which all storm debris has still not been cleared away;
Got the flu, had a rare reaction to tamiflu, and learned that it just takes 7 to 10 days for the flu to go away, and you may as well veg on the couch; and
Endured more of this weird Arkansas weather this past week. Yesterday, we had a combination of sleet, freezing rain, hail, plain rain and thunderstorms.
All within the space of about 14 hours.
Animals and babies have taken center stage in my life. My niece had a beautiful baby boy on February 8, and my nephew and his wife are due to have their daughter on April 5.
Knit, knit, knit...
And I have gotten back into fish tanks.
In a major way.
MTS - big time. (For those unfamiliar, MTS = Multi Tank Syndrome. It also means Malaysian Trumpet Snails, but I don't have any of those.)
For those who find fish tanks interesting, I have some photos.
( Image intensive under the cut... )
Just wait until I get my DIY bog filter for my pond done this spring.
The journey is good.
Namaste.
Is it a Republican thing?
Sep. 23rd, 2012 04:58 pmFirst, we had Mitt Romney telling Scott Pelley of CBS how he'd balance the budget.
Asked for specifics, Romney listed "the subsidy for PBS, the subsidy for Amtrak, the subsidy for the National Endowment for the Arts" and "the subsidy for the National Endowment for the Humanities."
Now, the Republican Secretary of State of Georgia, Brian Kemp, will close the state's archives building to make a required 3% reduction in his office's budget.
“The building will be mothballed, if you will. It will have just enough employees there to take care of the critical documents.”
Open season on public access to arts, humanities and public records.
Not just the brightest bunch...
Asked for specifics, Romney listed "the subsidy for PBS, the subsidy for Amtrak, the subsidy for the National Endowment for the Arts" and "the subsidy for the National Endowment for the Humanities."
Now, the Republican Secretary of State of Georgia, Brian Kemp, will close the state's archives building to make a required 3% reduction in his office's budget.
“The building will be mothballed, if you will. It will have just enough employees there to take care of the critical documents.”
Open season on public access to arts, humanities and public records.
Not just the brightest bunch...
Random musings...
Sep. 17th, 2012 04:18 amI love photography.
And a few months ago, I ran onto the neatest theme in photography blogs.
Daily snapshots in a city. A lot of the bloggers use the word daily in the title of the blog. I empathize with the blogger who acknowledges that real life intrudes sometimes, and uses the word "occasional" in the blog title.
Almost all of them have sidebar links to other similar photo blogs.
Here are some of my favorites:
Brisbane Occasional Photo
Daily Dublin
Oakland Daily Photo
Hyde Daily Photo Volume 2
Mornington Peninsula Daily
Very cool that I can get a glimpse of the everyday sights in cities all over the world.
The past three days have been alternately rainy and cloudy here.
I love it. We had a killer summer - not just here in Arkansas, but all over the country, with the worst drought some of us have seen in decades. Yesterday was a perfect day for graving. (Hit up Graven Images to see what I saw.)
It's also a sign of the cycles, and reaffirmation that with or without us, they go on...
The journey is good.
Sight-seeing side trips from my couch are delightful extras - especially when I can't sleep at 4 a.m.
Namaste.
And a few months ago, I ran onto the neatest theme in photography blogs.
Daily snapshots in a city. A lot of the bloggers use the word daily in the title of the blog. I empathize with the blogger who acknowledges that real life intrudes sometimes, and uses the word "occasional" in the blog title.
Almost all of them have sidebar links to other similar photo blogs.
Here are some of my favorites:
Brisbane Occasional Photo
Daily Dublin
Oakland Daily Photo
Hyde Daily Photo Volume 2
Mornington Peninsula Daily
Very cool that I can get a glimpse of the everyday sights in cities all over the world.
The past three days have been alternately rainy and cloudy here.
I love it. We had a killer summer - not just here in Arkansas, but all over the country, with the worst drought some of us have seen in decades. Yesterday was a perfect day for graving. (Hit up Graven Images to see what I saw.)
It's also a sign of the cycles, and reaffirmation that with or without us, they go on...
The journey is good.
Sight-seeing side trips from my couch are delightful extras - especially when I can't sleep at 4 a.m.
Namaste.
Long weekend...musing on meandering
Sep. 2nd, 2012 09:49 amI love those.
I get to meander. The older I get, the more meandering appeals to me.
Stuff still gets done, but at a more leisurely pace.
And I get to work on genealogy.
Caught up on my genealogy blog reading.
And read one post in another blog that got me to wondering.
Again.
About Hetty Hill.
The journey is good.
Meandering moves you along, too.
Namaste.
I get to meander. The older I get, the more meandering appeals to me.
Stuff still gets done, but at a more leisurely pace.
And I get to work on genealogy.
Caught up on my genealogy blog reading.
And read one post in another blog that got me to wondering.
Again.
About Hetty Hill.
The journey is good.
Meandering moves you along, too.
Namaste.
Who do they think they are?
Aug. 23rd, 2012 04:34 pmI got a call from my sis last night. She and my brother-in-law are being harassed by members of the Mormon church, under the guise of being "watched over" by a guy who fancies himself my brother-in-law's bishop.
My sister is not Mormon. As a matter of fact, my family's only contact with Mormons was on the first 9/11, back in 1857 at Mountain Meadows, Utah, where 17 members of our extended Wharton family were massacred by Mormons, and their bodies left to rot and be scavenged by animals after they were picked clean of their valuables.
Because they were "Gentiles," dontcha know? Leave it to what was then a sect, devised by a self-proclaimed 17 year old prophet in 1823, to shanghai a term used in Judaism for thousands of years...
I am especially irritated by their attempt to use their genealogical holdings to to baptize members of anyone's family in the Mormon faith, if they can get their hands on your database.
The first thing that crossed my mind when I saw this photo

in my morning paper in 2009 was whether as a quid pro quo for giving our President those lovely "five large leather-bound volumes...that detail his family history going back multiple generations covering hundreds of years," Monson had told Obama that all his family members had been baptized in the Mormon church.
So on the whole, my family doesn't hold much truck with Mormons.
My brother-in-law's family is Mormon, but as I gather from him, he has not been involved in the Mormon church during his adult life.
So when these people began showing up at their house a couple of years ago, my sister was initially polite when she turned them away, explaining she was not Mormon, and the person they were looking for was not at home.
Then, she had to get more insistent with them. She told them not to even bother ringing the bell if the little red truck wasn't there.
They kept coming. My brother-in-law told them to lay off - don't come back.
He even wrote them a letter saying that.
So they sent him one in return.

Isn't that a trip? A form letter. Kinda makes ya wonder why they need one of those, doesn't it?
Apparently, the letter my brother-in-law wrote isn't good enough.
He has to write a special letter, "requesting that his name be removed from the membership records." Unless he does that, they will just keep coming.
He says he's not going to do it.
Personally, I think Bishop Jonathan Flannery has been real lucky to date.
What his folks are doing is called criminal trespass and stalking in this state - I have no idea what they call it in Utah.
If they kept doing that shit to me, they'd be looking the wrong way down the barrel of a gun. Instead of looking out for my immortal soul, they'd need to be looking out for their very mortal asses.
Or talking to a couple of Little Rock's finest, who could outfit them with a pair of matching shiny bracelets, as they gave them personal escort off my property.
Down here in the South, we have a saying for that kind of crap.
That dog won't hunt...
The journey is good.
Beware of the wolves in sheep's clothing.
Cause we have laws about that kind of asshattery...
My sister is not Mormon. As a matter of fact, my family's only contact with Mormons was on the first 9/11, back in 1857 at Mountain Meadows, Utah, where 17 members of our extended Wharton family were massacred by Mormons, and their bodies left to rot and be scavenged by animals after they were picked clean of their valuables.
Because they were "Gentiles," dontcha know? Leave it to what was then a sect, devised by a self-proclaimed 17 year old prophet in 1823, to shanghai a term used in Judaism for thousands of years...
I am especially irritated by their attempt to use their genealogical holdings to to baptize members of anyone's family in the Mormon faith, if they can get their hands on your database.
The first thing that crossed my mind when I saw this photo

in my morning paper in 2009 was whether as a quid pro quo for giving our President those lovely "five large leather-bound volumes...that detail his family history going back multiple generations covering hundreds of years," Monson had told Obama that all his family members had been baptized in the Mormon church.
So on the whole, my family doesn't hold much truck with Mormons.
My brother-in-law's family is Mormon, but as I gather from him, he has not been involved in the Mormon church during his adult life.
So when these people began showing up at their house a couple of years ago, my sister was initially polite when she turned them away, explaining she was not Mormon, and the person they were looking for was not at home.
Then, she had to get more insistent with them. She told them not to even bother ringing the bell if the little red truck wasn't there.
They kept coming. My brother-in-law told them to lay off - don't come back.
He even wrote them a letter saying that.
So they sent him one in return.

Isn't that a trip? A form letter. Kinda makes ya wonder why they need one of those, doesn't it?
Apparently, the letter my brother-in-law wrote isn't good enough.
He has to write a special letter, "requesting that his name be removed from the membership records." Unless he does that, they will just keep coming.
He says he's not going to do it.
Personally, I think Bishop Jonathan Flannery has been real lucky to date.
What his folks are doing is called criminal trespass and stalking in this state - I have no idea what they call it in Utah.
If they kept doing that shit to me, they'd be looking the wrong way down the barrel of a gun. Instead of looking out for my immortal soul, they'd need to be looking out for their very mortal asses.
Or talking to a couple of Little Rock's finest, who could outfit them with a pair of matching shiny bracelets, as they gave them personal escort off my property.
Down here in the South, we have a saying for that kind of crap.
That dog won't hunt...
The journey is good.
Beware of the wolves in sheep's clothing.
Cause we have laws about that kind of asshattery...
Dear Inky Wretch...
Jul. 28th, 2012 10:27 amIt would not usually be my custom to address this issue to you in a public forum, but alas, your people will not leave me alone.
Last Saturday, as well as today, I received a phone call from one of your subscription folks, earnestly pointing out to me that I have not renewed my subscription to the Arkansas Democrat-Gazette.
Although you apparently don't realize this, I am fully aware that I did not renew. It was not an oversight.
My failure to renew was one of those last straw moments, nurtured by decades of irritation that erupted into a calculated decision.
From your less-than-convincing protests in 1986 that you were not trying to run the Arkansas Gazette out of business, to your acquisition of the name to tag on to your newly formed "only daily statewide newspaper" in 1991, with its decided right-wing editorial stance, my irritation grew. Still, these were your choices, and as a staunch proponent of choice, I soldiered on. I maintained my subscription, even through the very lean financial years as a single mother.
In the last few years, I noted that the vast majority of the letters on your Voices page came from the religious right. As I stood back and looked, that page in your newspaper made it appear as if Arkansas was populated primarily by religious zealots determined to make everyone else in the state live, love, work and play by their own personal interpretation of the King James bible. (And where do you get those letters? Surely they are not the only ones coming across the editorial desk.)
The only representative of competing views - John Brummett - has limited page space in your newspaper. Perhaps that is by mutual agreement, or by his choice alone. Nonetheless, I found that your newspaper was less and less relevant to my life.
But the wrecking ball you heaved into our relationship came on June 1, 2012, when you published that letter to your readers announcing an increase in the cost of single issues of the newspaper.
Now why, you ask, would that affect me as a subscriber?
First, you failed to mention in that letter that you were not merely increasing the price of a single issue, you were doubling it. I have never been a fan of disingenuous announcements spun as heartfelt explanations.
Second, in your effort to entice non-subscribers to sign up, you failed to take into account that home delivery of your newspaper often isn't - as in the case of my parents, who live in rural Pope County, Arkansas, and have tried to pay for home delivery from you for years. For them, "home delivery" means a box on the highway several miles down the road, because it isn't cost efficient for you to pay a carrier to truly deliver to them (or their neighbors) at home.
Again, your choice.
And after I looked at your website to see if I - and they - could get a cut in the home delivery price if we had an online-only subscription, and found we could not, I made my choice.
Seriously, why should I pay you the same amount of money to cut out the carrier, the cost of newspaper and ink, and read the paper online?
I was already aware my subscription would expire on June 25.
I made a conscious choice not to renew.
I have now asked your people on two consecutive Saturday mornings not to call me again.
Parting is such sweet sorrow...
Not really - that's quite disingenuous. It will only become sorrowful if one of your folks awakens me again next Saturday morning.
Last Saturday, as well as today, I received a phone call from one of your subscription folks, earnestly pointing out to me that I have not renewed my subscription to the Arkansas Democrat-Gazette.
Although you apparently don't realize this, I am fully aware that I did not renew. It was not an oversight.
My failure to renew was one of those last straw moments, nurtured by decades of irritation that erupted into a calculated decision.
From your less-than-convincing protests in 1986 that you were not trying to run the Arkansas Gazette out of business, to your acquisition of the name to tag on to your newly formed "only daily statewide newspaper" in 1991, with its decided right-wing editorial stance, my irritation grew. Still, these were your choices, and as a staunch proponent of choice, I soldiered on. I maintained my subscription, even through the very lean financial years as a single mother.
In the last few years, I noted that the vast majority of the letters on your Voices page came from the religious right. As I stood back and looked, that page in your newspaper made it appear as if Arkansas was populated primarily by religious zealots determined to make everyone else in the state live, love, work and play by their own personal interpretation of the King James bible. (And where do you get those letters? Surely they are not the only ones coming across the editorial desk.)
The only representative of competing views - John Brummett - has limited page space in your newspaper. Perhaps that is by mutual agreement, or by his choice alone. Nonetheless, I found that your newspaper was less and less relevant to my life.
But the wrecking ball you heaved into our relationship came on June 1, 2012, when you published that letter to your readers announcing an increase in the cost of single issues of the newspaper.
Now why, you ask, would that affect me as a subscriber?
First, you failed to mention in that letter that you were not merely increasing the price of a single issue, you were doubling it. I have never been a fan of disingenuous announcements spun as heartfelt explanations.
Second, in your effort to entice non-subscribers to sign up, you failed to take into account that home delivery of your newspaper often isn't - as in the case of my parents, who live in rural Pope County, Arkansas, and have tried to pay for home delivery from you for years. For them, "home delivery" means a box on the highway several miles down the road, because it isn't cost efficient for you to pay a carrier to truly deliver to them (or their neighbors) at home.
Again, your choice.
And after I looked at your website to see if I - and they - could get a cut in the home delivery price if we had an online-only subscription, and found we could not, I made my choice.
Seriously, why should I pay you the same amount of money to cut out the carrier, the cost of newspaper and ink, and read the paper online?
I was already aware my subscription would expire on June 25.
I made a conscious choice not to renew.
I have now asked your people on two consecutive Saturday mornings not to call me again.
Parting is such sweet sorrow...
Not really - that's quite disingenuous. It will only become sorrowful if one of your folks awakens me again next Saturday morning.
Doctor, doctor, give me the news...
Jun. 30th, 2012 09:36 amCall to the doc about results of blood work and effects of meds got me this:
Added B complex (my B12 is low);
Added 50,000 IU D2 once weekly for 12 weeks, recheck (my vitamin D is way low);
Keep gabapentin at current dose;
Up Lasix to 40 mg/day and see if it kicks the rest of the edema, maintain current potassium dose.
Interesting to me that this vitamin D deficiency is common among people with RA and MS, and they report greater pain relief when levels come back to between 40-50...
Added B complex (my B12 is low);
Added 50,000 IU D2 once weekly for 12 weeks, recheck (my vitamin D is way low);
Keep gabapentin at current dose;
Up Lasix to 40 mg/day and see if it kicks the rest of the edema, maintain current potassium dose.
Interesting to me that this vitamin D deficiency is common among people with RA and MS, and they report greater pain relief when levels come back to between 40-50...
Random musings...
Jun. 25th, 2012 07:24 pmSaw the new doc on June 14.
*Love* him. We can have actual conversations. He upped my neurontin, gave me some lasix for the edema (and potassium to replace what the lasix will wash out.)
I can see the bones in the back of my hand and am able to squeeze the ball much harder than in the past.
And tonight, I used my manual can opener to open two cans all by myself. I had to stand at my kitchen table, which is lower than my counter, and brace my left hand against my body, but I did it.
And didn't spill a drop...
Most of the special kiddos in my life have their birthdays in the spring and summer.
So I've been going to a lot of kiddo birthday parties, listening to squealing, screaming, and watching them stuff themselves full of sugary, calorie laden treats.
I can wipe a few mouths, indulge a few kids, commiserate with their parents, and then -
Go home.
I love the grammy role.
Work is still a major source of stress in my life.
At the end of each work day, I get my [very hot] car, exhale deeply and start the A/C.
Then, as I drive home, I visualize all that toxic bullshit collecting in a cloud and exiting through my exhaust system. The cloud gets fainter and fainter the farther I drive.
As I approach my driveway, I envision the circle of white light surrounding the cottage. I pay attention to the flower beds as I walk up the sidewalk, and pause if I see a hummingbird on the feeder.
Then I open the door to my sanctuary. The tension leaves my shoulders and back (in part, because I put my purse down), and I smell the comforts of home.
The journey is good.
It's so wonderful when you learn to let go.
Namaste.
*Love* him. We can have actual conversations. He upped my neurontin, gave me some lasix for the edema (and potassium to replace what the lasix will wash out.)
I can see the bones in the back of my hand and am able to squeeze the ball much harder than in the past.
And tonight, I used my manual can opener to open two cans all by myself. I had to stand at my kitchen table, which is lower than my counter, and brace my left hand against my body, but I did it.
And didn't spill a drop...
Most of the special kiddos in my life have their birthdays in the spring and summer.
So I've been going to a lot of kiddo birthday parties, listening to squealing, screaming, and watching them stuff themselves full of sugary, calorie laden treats.
I can wipe a few mouths, indulge a few kids, commiserate with their parents, and then -
Go home.
I love the grammy role.
Work is still a major source of stress in my life.
At the end of each work day, I get my [very hot] car, exhale deeply and start the A/C.
Then, as I drive home, I visualize all that toxic bullshit collecting in a cloud and exiting through my exhaust system. The cloud gets fainter and fainter the farther I drive.
As I approach my driveway, I envision the circle of white light surrounding the cottage. I pay attention to the flower beds as I walk up the sidewalk, and pause if I see a hummingbird on the feeder.
Then I open the door to my sanctuary. The tension leaves my shoulders and back (in part, because I put my purse down), and I smell the comforts of home.
The journey is good.
It's so wonderful when you learn to let go.
Namaste.
Musing on skulls...and other crystals
Jun. 19th, 2012 08:10 pmA fried sent me a photo he took of some the papier maché skulls he saw in Venice Beach, CA.
They were cool.
And started me thinking about my collection of skulls - crystal skulls.
And the other crystals - mostly spheres, but other shapes every once in a while.
So I had to go spend some time with them - holding them, dusting them, gazing into them.
I re-discovered some of them, and realized how drawn I am to quartz, and in particular, smokey quartz.
Naturally, I had to put up the duster and get out the camera.
Which doesn't do them justice.
( Image intensive after the cut... )
The journey is good.
And a bunch of the rocks are pretty.
Namaste.
They were cool.
And started me thinking about my collection of skulls - crystal skulls.
And the other crystals - mostly spheres, but other shapes every once in a while.
So I had to go spend some time with them - holding them, dusting them, gazing into them.
I re-discovered some of them, and realized how drawn I am to quartz, and in particular, smokey quartz.
Naturally, I had to put up the duster and get out the camera.
Which doesn't do them justice.
( Image intensive after the cut... )
The journey is good.
And a bunch of the rocks are pretty.
Namaste.
On Father's Day...
Jun. 16th, 2012 04:53 pmMy own father and I have had our issues over the years. Many of those centered on race and sexual orientation.
Both of us have mellowed, and in our own ways, have resolved those issues. On the ones in which we cannot agree, we have tacitly agreed not to harp at each other.
But this post is not about my father, it's about my son.
He was always a sensitive kid. He looked out for other people's feelings. I'd like to think that was as a result of my influence, but this kid has always been special. These traits belong to him, and I have no right to claim ownership of them. He's an Aquarius - who's to know what influences, those of his family of origin or other forces - have made him the man he is...
I remember the time he and an elementary school friend were creating *just-the-right* track for their Matchbox cars.
I was hanging clothes on the line, and had the opportunity to overhear their conversation.
They just needed the right incline for a ramp to jump their cars. Adam suggested that the next door neighbor of his friend might have some scrap lumber - just what they needed.
I listened as they discussed it.
When Adam suggested that his friend go ask the girl whose dad had the scrap lumber for a board they could have, the friend told him why that wouldn't work.
See, Adam's friend was mixed race. And Adam's friend wasn't allowed in that girl's yard - because he was mixed race.
I will never forget what my son said, on that sunny summer afternoon, to his friend.
Well, that's just stupid. Your parents are married. Let's go tell my Mom. She'll straighten her parents out..
That boy grew into a man.
And he manned up when his former girlfriend came to his home one day in 2008 and told him that she just couldn't handle being a mom to their daughter, born in 2007. She had Jayden in her arms, and a bundle of Jayden's possessions.
He took his daughter. Called me to ask how he needed to go about becoming her custodial parent.
We traveled that leg of the journey together.
I asked him, Are you sure you can handle this?
He replied, Mom, I am her Dad. There is no choice about whether I can handle this. She's my daughter.
Adam had a good example. His own father was very involved in his life, even though we divorced when Adam was 5.
A few years ago, Adam confessed to me that he couldn't identify with some of his peers whose parents were also divorced. They talked of mind games between their divorced parents, whereas Adam's dad and I scandalized the small community of Bauxite, AR by attending his basketball games together, along with his step-mother.
My son understands, whether intuitively or by example, that our children are to be cherished above all else. There is nothing more important than a child - regardless of that child's parentage or ethnic heritage
My son has mastered that lesson.
The journey is good.
It is all the more delightful when we can see the lessons learned by our children.
Happy Father's Day, son...
Namaste.
Both of us have mellowed, and in our own ways, have resolved those issues. On the ones in which we cannot agree, we have tacitly agreed not to harp at each other.
But this post is not about my father, it's about my son.
He was always a sensitive kid. He looked out for other people's feelings. I'd like to think that was as a result of my influence, but this kid has always been special. These traits belong to him, and I have no right to claim ownership of them. He's an Aquarius - who's to know what influences, those of his family of origin or other forces - have made him the man he is...
I remember the time he and an elementary school friend were creating *just-the-right* track for their Matchbox cars.
I was hanging clothes on the line, and had the opportunity to overhear their conversation.
They just needed the right incline for a ramp to jump their cars. Adam suggested that the next door neighbor of his friend might have some scrap lumber - just what they needed.
I listened as they discussed it.
When Adam suggested that his friend go ask the girl whose dad had the scrap lumber for a board they could have, the friend told him why that wouldn't work.
See, Adam's friend was mixed race. And Adam's friend wasn't allowed in that girl's yard - because he was mixed race.
I will never forget what my son said, on that sunny summer afternoon, to his friend.
Well, that's just stupid. Your parents are married. Let's go tell my Mom. She'll straighten her parents out..
That boy grew into a man.
And he manned up when his former girlfriend came to his home one day in 2008 and told him that she just couldn't handle being a mom to their daughter, born in 2007. She had Jayden in her arms, and a bundle of Jayden's possessions.
He took his daughter. Called me to ask how he needed to go about becoming her custodial parent.
We traveled that leg of the journey together.
I asked him, Are you sure you can handle this?
He replied, Mom, I am her Dad. There is no choice about whether I can handle this. She's my daughter.
Adam had a good example. His own father was very involved in his life, even though we divorced when Adam was 5.
A few years ago, Adam confessed to me that he couldn't identify with some of his peers whose parents were also divorced. They talked of mind games between their divorced parents, whereas Adam's dad and I scandalized the small community of Bauxite, AR by attending his basketball games together, along with his step-mother.
My son understands, whether intuitively or by example, that our children are to be cherished above all else. There is nothing more important than a child - regardless of that child's parentage or ethnic heritage
My son has mastered that lesson.
The journey is good.
It is all the more delightful when we can see the lessons learned by our children.
Happy Father's Day, son...
Namaste.


